its hard to lose someone who once meant so much to you.
the person you can just pick up the phone and call, even if you had nothing to say.
you could say i love you as a conversation filler for the silences that have never been awkward.
losing friends and loved ones is definitely something really difficult that all humans have to go through, and unfortunately more than once.
its even worse when they can walk right past you, and not say anything at all. when at one point in your life you were convinced you were going to spend the rest of your life in the eyes of that person.
weird isnt it? but we win some we lose some, and the ones we lose, we just have to feel sympathy for. that they are out of someones life who deeply cares for them. everyone takes that kind of passion for granted. and the brave ones will come back one day, some day, when reality hits and no one cares as much as you always did.
the worst is always wondering what you did wrong, or could have done differently, and torturing yourself over that. but its never your fault, so dont put that on yourself. just be you.
the pain you go through only makes your skin tougher and your heart stronger, and its those people who never give up, and finally break down your icey walls to find what an incredible person you are, and those are the ones to keep.
keep your head up and stay amazing, dont lose yourself to the grounds of someone in a worse place then you. just keep an open mind and an open heart, and no matter what, always be their to pick up the pieces when they need it the most. you would be surprised, karma can be a bitch but that doesnt mean you have to be.
afterthought: we are all human and we only live once. so live for others, holding a grudge only make you as filthy as the one who wronged you.
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