r e a d y

oh hello gorgeous. 

ready?

i am so ready

i feel like i am about to crawl out of my skin!

i was excited enough to see that the  sun was still out at 8pm

i am ready for new people, new scenery, and a new mindset

i am on the long road to recovery

i am walking slowly but surely

and i have faith that God is walking with me

becoming an adult has brought so much reality to me

and so many things that i have needed to hear

i am learning to just grab life by the horns

and run with it

instead of running away and hiding from bullshit

it was in my reality check that i realized 

i had less spine than a jelly fish

i am so ready for the beach, and summer

sun on my skin and sand on my feet

and the ocean crashing in my  ears

i am so ready

thank you reader

for following me on this journey

i am sorry i havent been much of a happy inspiration to you lately

but all good things come with time

and i cannot wait to finally be a good thing. 

you are beautiful. God loves you. have faith. never lose hope.