Thursday, August 18, 2011

sunrise


since i have just come to the realization that i start school on monday.....what?

i figured to come back and starting writing here again

my time

my space.

i woke up around 6am this morning, jumping ten feet out of my skin
thinking that i had work
that i was late
and unfortunately on the starbucks schedule
when i could actually sleep in today

i am leaving soon
to go back to radford
and i have about 150 emotions towards it

a mixture of being ready
and being scared stiff
but i just have to put one foot in front of the other

i woke up this morning and went on stumbleupon.com
because i am obssessed 

and this was one of the videos it had started playing for me
and ill be honest a i pretty emotional
and my heart aches for a lot of people
but i just laid here and sobbed uncontrollably

it was such a gorgeous and unexpected message
screaming with thousands of meanings
and thousands of life lessons
and i sobbed.

brilliant.
absolutely brilliant.

human compassion and physical ailments
bring me to my knees
every time.


life is so gorgeous. one foot in front of the other.
God bless

and He does :) xo